{"id":10359,"date":"2016-05-24T10:00:38","date_gmt":"2016-05-24T14:00:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jennytrout.com\/?p=10359"},"modified":"2016-05-23T23:58:22","modified_gmt":"2016-05-24T03:58:22","slug":"second-chance-sneak-peek-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/?p=10359","title":{"rendered":"Second Chance Sneak Peek #2!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>Remember last week, when I said I&#8217;d share another excerpt from Second Chance? And this time it would be Ian?\u00a0And this time there would be\u00a0<strong><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">spoilers?<\/span>\u00a0<\/strong>But you won&#8217;t be spoiled for long, because it&#8217;s out\u00a0<span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><strong>next Tuesday!<\/strong><\/span><\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Disclaimer:\u00a0this is the text as-is before copy-edit changes have been finalized. The final copy may contain superficial differences from the published version.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/Second-Chance-kdp-cover-Ian-small.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter  wp-image-10360\" src=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/Second-Chance-kdp-cover-Ian-small-641x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Second Chance kdp cover Ian small\" width=\"393\" height=\"628\" srcset=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/Second-Chance-kdp-cover-Ian-small-641x1024.jpg 641w, https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/Second-Chance-kdp-cover-Ian-small-188x300.jpg 188w, https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/Second-Chance-kdp-cover-Ian-small.jpg 705w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 393px) 100vw, 393px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>&#8220;We should get married.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It took me a moment to realize that I&#8217;d just said those words. But I didn&#8217;t regret them one iota.<\/p>\n<p>Penny&#8217;s eyes grew wide, and she blinked slowly. &#8220;Um&#8230;maybe now isn&#8217;t the best time to talk about something like that.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s a great time,&#8221; I insisted, because I was clearly out of my mind. What the <em>fuck<\/em> was I doing? I hadn&#8217;t read any guidebooks on the subject, but I assumed a freshly divorced person shouldn&#8217;t run out and immediately remarry months later, to a woman he&#8217;d known for less than six months.<\/p>\n<p>The fact that I wasn&#8217;t frightened at all was cause for serious worry, as well. But nothing could deter me. Proposing might be foolish, but it was right; I knew that beneath all the conventional wisdom. &#8220;We want to start our lives together, yeah?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Well, yeah, of course. But I don&#8217;t\u2013&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Then let&#8217;s go,&#8221; I urged. If she had the good sense to turn me down, I would either be happy, or devastated, I couldn&#8217;t tell. &#8220;On Monday, let&#8217;s go to city hall and get married.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8230;I can&#8217;t. I have to work,&#8221; she said, but a smile slowly bent her lips. &#8220;With all of this, Sophie is going to need me to handle a lot of stuff for her.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I took Penny\u2019s hands in mine. &#8220;We&#8217;ll go on our lunch hour.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Her face broke into a full grin. Despite her smudged makeup and the crease lines from her pillowcase, my ribs ached at her utter perfection.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;This is really stupid,&#8221; she warned me. &#8220;And it&#8217;s not the way I ever expected this to go.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Of course. How had I been so thick? Penny had never been married before. She&#8217;d never gotten the chance to have the wedding every woman dreams of, or at least what popular culture insisted they should. Penny had been a twenty-two year old virgin when we&#8217;d met, so to say there was a touch of the traditional about her would be a fairly large understatement.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You want the dress and the flowers and the cake.&#8221; I dropped my head in shame. &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry. This was selfish of me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I didn&#8217;t say no.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I looked up. The single, bashful dimple in her cheek deepened as her gaze met mine. &#8220;I just meant that you haven&#8217;t really proposed to me properly. &#8216;Let&#8217;s get married,&#8217; is nice and all, but if we&#8217;re not going to do the dress and the flowers and the cake, I at least need you to take a knee.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><em>That would be the one tradition she would adhere to<\/em>, I moaned in my head as I pushed back the blankets. Kneeling on her arctic floor would be unpleasant enough, but I also had to suffer the embarrassment of trying to stand up again. <em>This is for true love, you bastard. It&#8217;s not too much to ask. Get on down there and make her want to be your wife.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t even have a ring.<\/p>\n<p>The floor was a slap of ice when it met my bare knee. Proposing in boxer shorts hardly seemed like the most romantic thing I would ever do for Penny, but her eyes glittered in the light as though Mr. Darcy himself knelt before her.<\/p>\n<p>I wished I hadn&#8217;t thought of that prick. He&#8217;d set the bar too high for all of us.<\/p>\n<p>I reached for Penny&#8217;s hand, and she slipped it into mine gladly. I exhaled sharply, paused to psych myself up, and said, &#8220;Penelope Parker. Will you&#8230;&#8221; What, spend the rest of her life with me? I hoped it wasn&#8217;t the rest of her life, or it would be tragically short. We were thirty years apart, for Christ&#8217;s sake. &#8220;Will you be mine for the rest of my life?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She squeezed my hand and nodded. &#8220;Yes, Ian Pratchett, I will be yours for the rest of both of our lives.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Remember last week, when I said I&#8217;d share another excerpt from Second Chance? And this time it would be Ian?\u00a0And this time there would be\u00a0spoilers?\u00a0But<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/?p=10359\">Read more<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Second Chance Sneak Peek #2!<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10359"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10359"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10359\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10363,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10359\/revisions\/10363"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10359"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10359"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10359"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}