{"id":11033,"date":"2017-01-02T10:00:07","date_gmt":"2017-01-02T15:00:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jennytrout.com\/?p=11033"},"modified":"2017-01-02T09:23:01","modified_gmt":"2017-01-02T14:23:01","slug":"new-years-resolutions-how-did-i-do-in-2016-what-will-i-do-in-2017","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/?p=11033","title":{"rendered":"New Year’s Resolutions: How did I do in 2016? What will I do in 2017?"},"content":{"rendered":"

I’m not a big fan of “New Year, New You!” type posts. I feel like I’m already kind of locked into the groove of being my old me, so I might as well stick with it. But I do make resolutions. For example, these are my resolutions from last year, and how well I did keeping up on them:<\/p>\n

1.\u00a0Reading Challenge<\/strong>\u00a0Last year was a bad year for me, reading wise. I was in a total funk, and not just one of those \u201cI devoured this book, now nothing else compares\u201d funks. I just had a hard time picking a book and sticking with it. This year, in an attempt to combat that, I\u2019m doing this\u00a0reading challenge<\/a>.<\/em><\/p>\n

I didn’t even come\u00a0close<\/em> to finishing the reading challenge. But I did read some great books, like Truthwitch<\/i> by Susan Dennard, which I think might have been my favorite book all year. But the moment I made a goal to do more reading, I quickly abandoned it. This is going to be a theme in this post.<\/p>\n

2.\u00a0Take Weekends Off\u00a0<\/strong>Toward the end of 2015, I got serious burnout. Burnout spirals me into depression. Depression makes me a person I don\u2019t like. And when I don\u2019t like myself, the burnout gets even worse. I made an effort to take the month of December off. I didn\u2019t exactly stick to it. But this year, I\u2019m making myself a strictly Monday through Friday gal. Weekends won\u2019t be for work, but for just hanging out and Me Time.<\/em> Hopefully this prevents further burnout.<\/em><\/p>\n

I did start taking weekends off, and I pretty much stuck to it, with the exception of a couple of writing retreats. But this didn’t stop me from getting burned out, because my next resolution was:<\/p>\n

3.\u00a0Write 600,000 Words\u00a0<\/strong>This might seem like it\u2019s in direct contradiction to the whole \u201cTake time off, don\u2019t get burned out\u201d thing, but I think that my new schedule will actually make me more productive, so this is probably totally do-able.<\/em><\/p>\n

Oh, totally doable, huh? Your new schedule is going to make you “more productive,” you say? I wrote\u00a0435,319 words in 2016.\u00a0<\/strong>That’s a lot. But it’s not 600,000. And I’m still burned out. When it became clear (around September) that I wouldn’t make my goal, everything in my head ground to a screeching halt. More on that later.<\/p>\n

4.\u00a0Tag Things On This Blog<\/strong>\u00a0The lack of tags infuriates some of you. I understand. I\u2019m just not good at tagging. I\u2019m going to make an effort to tag stuff now. I probably will not go through and retag all my old entries, as this blog was started in 2008 or something and I don\u2019t have that kind of time to devote to it. But I\u2019ll at least try.<\/em><\/p>\n

I said I would try. I never said I would succeed.<\/p>\n

So, those were my resolutions last year.\u00a0These are my resolutions this year:<\/p>\n

1. Stop tracking word counts.\u00a0<\/b>This may seem counterintuitive to avoiding burnout. After all, how will I have proof that I’m actually getting anything done. In the past, the thought of not entering my daily totals into a spreadsheet would made my skin crawl. But tracking isn’t helping anymore, as I find myself too focused on the numbers and not on the joy of creating. I came up with a new tracking system, instead. This is the tracking system I used in my bullet journal last year, in addition to the spreadsheet on my computer:<\/p>\n

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Those last two days weren’t forgotten. I didn’t make my word count or finish a scene or blog post on those days. So I didn’t feel good about my work, no matter what I\u00a0did<\/em> accomplish. Maybe one of those days I formatted a manuscript\u00a0or filled out an interview. Maybe I did research. But none of it counted as work to me if I didn’t see numbers in the spreadsheet. Writing doesn’t always mean actually putting down those words, especially if you’re self-published. By discounting everything else I was doing, I was asking myself to work twice as hard. And if I didn’t hit that mark, I didn’t allow myself to feel good about anything I’d gotten done.<\/p>\n

This is my new way of tracking my work:<\/p>\n

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Instead of focusing on quantity, I’m going to worry about how I feel. Because entering numbers into a spreadsheet destroyed all the joy I used to feel about writing. Which leads me to my second resolution:<\/p>\n

2. Be more forgiving of myself.\u00a0<\/b>I talk a good game about self-care and being kind to yourself. But wow, I don’t practice it. I over-extend myself, then get completely negative if I can’t fulfill my own expectations. Then I procrastinate. That just makes things worse. I spiral deeper and deeper into depression. Then nothing gets done, and I get even more depressed. Instead of focusing on times I mess up, I’m going to have to start remembering to look forward without constantly beating myself up or setting unrealistic goals.<\/p>\n

For example, here’s a big one: I started homeschooling my teenage son. And yet, I expected myself to have the same output as I used to have. That’s not, you know. Totally absurd, or anything.<\/p>\n

3. Spend more time on hobbies.\u00a0<\/b>I’ve been viewing hobbies as something I don’t have time for. Things like reading, gaming (which I finally can do again, after four years, now that my seizures are controlled), knitting and crocheting, coloring, needle felting, all those things I like to do? I stopped doing them if I didn’t have a way to make them “useful.” I love soap making, but I turned it into a side business instead of a hobby so that I could justify doing it. I turned my bullet journal and planners into my only non-writing related hobby I regularly made time for, but only because it was necessary to plan my week. Stickers, coloring, etc. were just a bonus. This year, I’m going to train myself to understand that I deserve to take breaks and do things that aren’t just “useful,” but pointless and fun.<\/p>\n

4.\u00a0Resist.<\/strong> In the only way I know how. By reminding people, via social media and the creative energy I put out into the world, that the United States isn’t operating “as usual.” The things we’re seeing here now aren’t normal. They aren’t what we stand for. And while I physically can’t go out and march in protests, I can continue to be a voice. I’ve wanted to give up so many times in 2016 and accept powerlessness. In 2017, I’m going to resist not only that instinct, but the facism my homeland is descending into.<\/p>\n

5.\u00a0Watch more Disney movies.<\/em><\/strong>\u00a0<\/em>A long time ago, Disney movies\u2013problematic as they can be\u2013gave me a regular escape from reality. Embracing my inner princess just might save my sanity this year, the way twelve rewatches of\u00a0Galavant<\/em>\u00a0and Supernatural\u00a0<\/em>got me through 2016.<\/p>\n

6.\u00a0Promote my work, without feeling guilty.<\/strong> I’m one of those authors who goes, “I wrote a thing. Read it, maybe?” Ha ha ha, no. Not anymore. I’m not going to turn into an hourly scheduled tweet, buy my book, buy my book kind of person. But I’m not going to be ashamed of promoting myself anymore, or feel bad if I post here about books that are going onsale. When I sit back and think, “Damn, this author moves way more copies than I do,” it’s almost always because they’re unafraid to sell themselves. I’m not a natural salesperson at all, but there’s a difference between a hard sell and actually being timid and apologetic about self-promotion.<\/p>\n

Those are my resolutions for 2017. Do you have any resolutions? Share them in the comments. Maybe other people will see one of yours and go, “Hey, maybe I’ll do that, too!”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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