{"id":11549,"date":"2017-08-17T17:05:49","date_gmt":"2017-08-17T21:05:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jennytrout.com\/?p=11549"},"modified":"2017-08-17T17:05:49","modified_gmt":"2017-08-17T21:05:49","slug":"state-of-the-trout-ch-ch-ch-ch-changes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/?p=11549","title":{"rendered":"State Of The Trout: Ch-Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Look out, all you rock n&#8217; rollers. Time has for sure changed me. If you were around in October, you might recall that I lost my grandfather very suddenly. Because of how quickly it happened, how traumatic the scene was, and how I basically did not deal with any of my grief at all, I developed symptoms of PTSD. Which, because I&#8217;m me, I promptly ignored and wrote off as me just being silly. Because in Jenny World, other people&#8217;s mental illnesses and injuries are real, but mine are made up and the product of being a big wimp. It wasn&#8217;t until I watched my kids taking a life guarding course and saw them doing CPR on a dummy and had a panic attack that I realized, hey. Maybe I&#8217;m sick.<\/p>\n<p>Since October, the blog has been sparse in the content department. That&#8217;s why. I was struggling in denial about my mental state. Writing anything was an uphill battle, which is why I haven&#8217;t had a new release in a while. To those of you who donated via that little coffee button on the side, I appreciate that more than you could know. You put food on my family&#8217;s table and paid our bills as my income dwindled.<\/p>\n<p>The good news is, I&#8217;m feeling a lot healthier and more like myself. Which means&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Fans of my Sophie Scaife series can look forward to\u00a0<em><strong>The Sister<\/strong><\/em>, available next week. I&#8217;ll post the blurb and a sample on release day. I&#8217;ve been playing it fast and loose with this one, due to the stuff listed above. I didn&#8217;t want to make promises I couldn&#8217;t deliver on. When the book goes live, I&#8217;ll also be launching a release day celebration contest, with the grand prize of an\u00a0<strong>8 Gig\u00a0<\/strong><strong>Kindle Fire tablet<\/strong> (ships USA only, sorry guys) and some other cool stuff.<\/p>\n<p>After some encouragement from blog readers and friends, September will see the premiere of\u00a0<strong>Trout Nation Radio<\/strong>, a monthly podcast with pop culture discussions featuring special guests and goofy segments. More info to come as the premiere gets closer.<\/p>\n<p>As\u00a0<strong>The Big Damn Buffy Rewatch<\/strong> nears season four, we&#8217;ll be adding\u00a0<em>Angel<\/em> into the mix. The recaps will come out in the order they were originally aired with\u00a0<em>Buffy The Vampire Slayer<\/em>, so the crossover episodes show up chronologically. It will also be the first time I&#8217;ve watched the show that way, so I&#8217;m totally excited about that.<\/p>\n<p>Also coming soon? A #MerlinClub-style Twitter watch-a-long of\u00a0<strong>North &amp; South\u00a0<\/strong>(the Richard Armitage one, not the Patrick Swayze one) with Bronwyn Green and Jessica Jarman, in a four-night event this fall. Details and hashtag will be posted here.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s all the news I&#8217;ve got. I&#8217;m glad to be feeling like myself again\u00a0and thank you so much for your support\u00a0and for sticking around during this past year.<\/p>\n<p>Now, look at the cover for\u00a0<em>The Sister<\/em>:<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/The-Sister-cover.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter  wp-image-11561\" src=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/The-Sister-cover-638x1024.jpg\" alt=\"The cover of The Sister, a black and white image of a woman in bra and panties, her head thrown back and her hand between her legs (though nothing explicit is shown).\" width=\"528\" height=\"847\" srcset=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/The-Sister-cover-638x1024.jpg 638w, https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/The-Sister-cover-187x300.jpg 187w, https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/The-Sister-cover-768x1233.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 528px) 100vw, 528px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Look out, all you rock n&#8217; rollers. Time has for sure changed me. If you were around in October, you might recall that I lost&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/?p=11549\">Read more<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">State Of The Trout: Ch-Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11549"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11549"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11549\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11562,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11549\/revisions\/11562"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11549"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11549"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11549"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}