{"id":12419,"date":"2019-01-18T08:13:57","date_gmt":"2019-01-18T13:13:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jennytrout.com\/?p=12419"},"modified":"2019-01-18T08:13:57","modified_gmt":"2019-01-18T13:13:57","slug":"what-i-did-on-my-broken-brain-vacation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/?p=12419","title":{"rendered":"What I Did On My Broken Brain Vacation"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hey everyone! I wanted to have a Buffy recap done this week, but it didn&#8217;t pan out. I&#8217;m not pushing myself hard on anything right now, which is like&#8230;mildly panicky for me? Because I don&#8217;t know how to be when I&#8217;m not working from the moment my eyes open to the moment I drag my ass to bed at night?<\/p>\n<p>The truth is, I&#8217;ve been doing the bare minimum. Which isn&#8217;t great because I have a deadline coming up for\u00a0<em>Where We Land<\/em> and I&#8217;m definitely not going to make it (the release may be postponed, we&#8217;ll see what happens and how much padding I built into the schedule), but right now I just feel like I absolutely have to take it easy on myself.<\/p>\n<p>So, I&#8217;ve been making art. For example:<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190117_152059.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter  wp-image-12420\" src=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190117_152059-1024x755.jpg\" alt=\"I made a ouija board. It's watercolor stained with pink and orange and brown and has gold lettering and embellishments like a keyhole and a watch face and various crystals.\" width=\"651\" height=\"480\" srcset=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190117_152059-1024x755.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190117_152059-300x221.jpg 300w, https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190117_152059-768x567.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 651px) 100vw, 651px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>And<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190111_183733-1.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter  wp-image-12421\" src=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190111_183733-1-1024x1007.jpg\" alt=\"An abstract painting of a woman holding a human heart.\" width=\"579\" height=\"569\" srcset=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190111_183733-1-1024x1007.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190111_183733-1-300x295.jpg 300w, https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190111_183733-1-768x755.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 579px) 100vw, 579px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>and also<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190108_204923.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter  wp-image-12422\" src=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190108_204923-898x1024.jpg\" alt=\"A pocket watch with a glass lid. Inside is a photo of Herman Melville. An ivory whale charm is affixed to the front edge of the glass.\" width=\"565\" height=\"644\" srcset=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190108_204923-898x1024.jpg 898w, https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190108_204923-263x300.jpg 263w, https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190108_204923-768x876.jpg 768w, https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20190108_204923.jpg 1466w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 565px) 100vw, 565px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>and now I&#8217;m working on an oil painting that has sparked a huge fight between me and my teen son about whether or not my use of negative space is &#8220;wasteful&#8221; or not.<\/p>\n<p>The negative space is part of the damn piece. When it&#8217;s finished, I&#8217;ll show it here and everyone can debate whether or not it&#8217;s &#8220;wasteful&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>This is why educating children is a bad idea, by the way.<\/p>\n<p>Any how, I just wanted to update everyone on what&#8217;s going down on my end. I know some people were freaked when I said I needed to reconsider my career or whatever. I should have been more clear with my hiatus announcement. I needed to restructure and reprioritize, not sit and think about whether or not I should still write and blog. But it&#8217;s not like I can just quit my job and be an artist and live off wishes and dreams. This ain&#8217;t an episode of\u00a0<em>House Hunters<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>So, things on the blog might be slow for a while. Drunk Tarot keeps on happening (it&#8217;s moved to Twitch) and I&#8217;m still writing, just more slowly than I used to. Which is already slow, but I can&#8217;t let that shit stress me out. Right now, the most important thing I can do is focus on myself. I&#8217;m getting into a good place and things are going dandy.<\/p>\n<p>Although I am, perhaps, inhaling too many various fumes.<\/p>\n<p>Before I end this, I want to put in a product plug that is in no way sponsored. I paid for this product myself and it&#8217;s the best money I&#8217;ve ever spent. It&#8217;s <span style=\"color: #ff6600;\"><a style=\"color: #ff6600;\" href=\"https:\/\/rangerink.com\/?product=ranger-multi-medium\">Ranger Multi Media\u00a0Matte<\/a><\/span>\u00a0and it is like&#8230;the most supernaturally amazing glue\/sealant I&#8217;ve ever found in my life. Those metal and crystal embellishments on the spirit board? They&#8217;re not going anywhere. That whalebone charm (legal whalebone, it&#8217;s an antique pendant that was a gift from my mother-in-law years ago, the whale has been dead a long time) is glued to glass and I&#8217;ve wrenched on it and wrenched on it to make sure it won&#8217;t pop off. I don&#8217;t know what it&#8217;s made of, but if you work in mixed media, you have to have this product plus, a little goes a very long way; I sealed the spirit board and planchette, did other gluey stuff with it, and I still have half of a 3 oz. jar left. Again, I say, mixed media artists, get some of this if you don&#8217;t already have it. It&#8217;s a game changer.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hey everyone! I wanted to have a Buffy recap done this week, but it didn&#8217;t pan out. I&#8217;m not pushing myself hard on anything right&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/?p=12419\">Read more<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">What I Did On My Broken Brain Vacation<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12419"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12419"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12419\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12423,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12419\/revisions\/12423"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12419"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12419"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennytrout.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12419"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}